For My Daughter Born in Heaven.

Gwyneth Harmony ~ July 10, 2011

Mommy Loves you.



Sep 21, 2011

A week after

It's been a week now and I'm still breathing. Thank you God.

Not having him around is like million times painful than the tattoo I got. But I kept thinking is there any other pain greater than losing my Baby Gwen. There's none. So I know I can make it through. This too shall pass.

Sep 19, 2011

As promised... I got one!

I love tattoos. But I never imagined that I will get one in this lifetime. When Gwen died, I told myself that I will have her name tattooed on my back. And now after waiting for couple of months it finally happened!

At first it was a bit painful. It's like a pen is being dragged into my skin back and fourths. But after a few minutes I am totally feeling it. Now I know why some are addicted to tattoos.... because it feels good =)

I'm glad to have April & Erol's support on that day. She took all the nice pictures. Although not literally but it's actually the first time I did something alone, something new. Even though my heart ached a bit, I still felt happy because it's for my daughter. I felt liberated and empowered. I told myself, well well you're one tough cookie after all!

It was beautiful just like Gwen. She's my baby forever... in my heart and on my skin =)