Dear Gwen,
A week ago when I was flying back to Manila, I had the chance to look at the clouds. I normally would pick the aisle seat because of my bladder control issue :) but that time I get to enjoy the window seat. I was amazed! It wasn't my first time (lol). However, that time I felt like I'm so close to heaven and if only I could touch the clouds I would! Most of all I felt closer to you.
It made me cry.
I can't help it. Not being with you still hurts like crazy. It would probably last forever. Please bear with me, July still wins as the most emotional month for me. Help me get through this day my Love. I am in pain. Please kiss these tears goodbye. I miss you Gwen.
When the right time comes we shall meet again. And you can expect a whole lot of hugs and kisses from me! I love you Gwyneth Harmony. Thank you for watching over me. Thank you for saving me. I know you did. You saved me from myself. When you left, I was reborn. Thank you for that sacrifice.
Happy 4th Year in Heaven! I know you're having a Blast! I love you.
Blowing kisses your way and hugs too. <3.
Love,
Mama
PS
I know I said I wouldn't be writing anymore. But seems wrong not to write something about you specially on your special day. XOXO
