Time Flies Yeah?

So let me start with the usual It’s been awhile statement since I don’t get to write religiously. Music is blasting in the background – Drop it Low, seem to be appropriate since I get to type faster because of the beat LOL.

I want to write something before the big day. My fear is I may be too emotional next month to write something about Gwen. Yes Gwen! My Beautiful Angel in Heaven is turning 1 next month. 

I was thinking of recalling all the sad part… you know when I lost her. It was a rainy Sunday morning… I was wearing all black. I guess right there it’s a sign that I’m going to loose her. When I was giving birth I kept praying for her to come out alive… Oh It’s too painful!

I will be forever wounded. I will always be a broken hearted Mother.

But! There is always light at the end of the tunnel. Whatever painful experience we may have we can get through it… The trick is to not get crazy and suicidal about it… DON’T!

Looking back, I did well. I’m better than ever. I still have some loose ends. I still get a taste of that Emo moments but my Faith in God has kept me going.

I love how things turned out. Ive accepted my Faith. No regrets. No questions why and how come.  Life threw me some Lemons and I made me some Lemonades!

Bottom line is to always get up whenever you fall. And always believe that you are worth it of all the good things that life has to offer.

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Guardian Angel
You swept me off my feet
And put into my heart such fiery heat
At first sight I would not have known
The kind of love and protection I'd be shown

You've helped me through the good and bad
For meeting you I am so glad
You are my guardian angel and soulmate
And we both know it is fate

Forever you will hold me in your arms
Because of you I know I'll never be harmed
I am yours and you are mine
Forever and ever will be just fine

_Shana Adkins