Happy Bday Daddy G

Today (Aug 26), your Daddy G turned 28!

I cooked pasta for him and he was so proud, well mostly been teasing me that i didn't asked for any help lol! He said it was delicious... I say decent. I was never amazed of my cooking I thought it always lacks something.

It was mix emotion for me Baby. Because few months back we were excited thinking that it'll be the three of us in the picture on your Dads bday. But still we Thank God for another year. 

Today, I wished for your Dad a long and happy life. Good health, wisdom, for him to be smarter, wiser,and be with Mommy till we grow old =)

Gwen, I miss you. I can't help but end my blog with this. I will always long for you baby. But rest assure that everyday Daddy and I are getting stronger and more optimistic about life.

Happy Bday Daddy Gerald!

Close your eyes I'm back again

Time has taken me from you,
Although not very far.
I'll be watching through the sunshine
And through the brightest star.

I'll be watching all of you,
From the heavens up above.
So take good care of each other
And carry all my love.

If you're ever wondering
If I'm there, here's where you can start.
Take a look inside yourself
Deep within your heart.

I'll always be your baby,
Your child, your best friend.
So anytime you need me,
Close your eyes I'm back again.

I will always remember that...

4ever_on_faith GARY VALENCIANO 

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@gwensmother NOT FOR ONE SECOND will God ever leave you Venus.

4ever_on_faith GARY VALENCIANO 

Lord U know how much wrk still needs 2 b done. U know how much strength I hav left, and U know dat as I trust in You, I will make it thru.

I Miss you, Like Everyday

Being sad has been my companion since i lost you. But don't worry i still manage to smile and laugh. Matter a fact I've been doing a lot of that lately. I find myself closer to God. I am also more thankful to everydays blessings now may it be big or small.

Just that sometimes i cant help but wonder what if you were here. Its definitely a different scenario. Id be feeding you, bathing you, taking care of you... sleepless nights and day for me and your dad for sure. But these are all what ifs and i cant let myself be drown by it. 

Whenever i feel those things i kept reminding myself that your happy now and your one lucky baby that God wanted to see you asap. I keep on thinking of the the quote "too beautiful for earth" because that's what you are.

I love you always and forever Gwen.

My Angel Daughter... We Love you so much!

Her resting place...

No words can express the way you made me feel. All I know is I'm your Mother and your my Daughter. I love you so much Gwen. Daddy & Mommy loves you so much. You are our inspiration. Enjoy Heaven my Sweet Angel.

Daddy G loves you. He gave you your name =)

Celebrating the 40th day (Aug 19). I love you my Angel.

Gwen's 40th

We celebrated her 40 day last Aug 19. Wow it has been that long but still seems like yesterday. We offered her a prayer and a cake from her Grandma & Grandpa.

I miss her badly but like what I've said my heart is a bit lighter now. I know my Baby Gwen has something to do with it. Each and everyday I call her name and ask for her help so I can be stronger. I know she's a very happy angel now.

Also we finally gave her stuff to an incoming baby girl from Davao. Gerald & I already talked about it since the day we lost Gwen that we will give her stuff to a baby girl who needs help in terms of clothing and baby stuffs. But the night that I was packing her clothes I felt a bit hesitant. I asked my Mom if were doing the right thing and she said yes since it will be for a good cause. I whispered Gwen's name and asked for her permission that we give her clothes... I know that my baby would be very happy to see a newborn baby wearing her clothes and we wish that her stuff would bring good luck to that baby girl.