I can't help but cry and can't help but write about it because I want to remember every moment happy or sad... if it's about you Gwen, I want to always remember.
I can now count the days that I cried thinking about you compared to the past few weeks that there's no passing day that I shed a tear for you. I guess Mommy's all the way to getting better and better.
But just now I can't stop the tears. The usual baby Mommy Misses you and is longing for you. The pain of loosing you will never go away I think. It's gonna leave a scar in my heart that I will forever cherish. I have to say it's bearable now Gwen because whenever I feel that sadness and that pain that makes my whole body weak I ask for God's help. I take a deep breath and think of you in a peaceful and joyful world away from pain and suffering. Yes It is indeed bearable now.
I love you my Angel Gwen. You are forever in my heart.
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