Gwen, I wake up and sleep everyday thinking about you. I make sure to look at your pictures everyday for I fear that one day I will forget the beauty of your face. I still wonder where you got your eyes, was it mine or your Dad's? I try to picture you smiling, moving, for some reason I see my smile when I was a baby whenever I think of you smiling.
Your Grandma Susan said you look like your Dad. Your Dad insisted that you look like me! But staring at your pictures I realized you kinda look like your Dad. But gosh I am bad when it comes to who looks like who. What I know whenever I look at you is that you are your unique self and your the most beautiful baby angel in my eyes... you are my daughter.
I miss you everyday. I long for you and love you so much my angel.
I know your happy with God right now and even happier knowing that Mommy is doing so much better than the last few weeks. I will continue on living baby. I'll be strong for you and for Daddy and for our family and friends. Mommy wishes to be an inspiration to others who also experienced such loss.
I still have a long way to go but having God and you as an inspiration I know and believe that I'll be A OK soon.
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