Being sad has been my companion since i lost you. But don't worry i still manage to smile and laugh. Matter a fact I've been doing a lot of that lately. I find myself closer to God. I am also more thankful to everydays blessings now may it be big or small.
Just that sometimes i cant help but wonder what if you were here. Its definitely a different scenario. Id be feeding you, bathing you, taking care of you... sleepless nights and day for me and your dad for sure. But these are all what ifs and i cant let myself be drown by it.
Whenever i feel those things i kept reminding myself that your happy now and your one lucky baby that God wanted to see you asap. I keep on thinking of the the quote "too beautiful for earth" because that's what you are.
I love you always and forever Gwen.
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