For My Daughter Born in Heaven.

Gwyneth Harmony ~ July 10, 2011

Mommy Loves you.



Aug 7, 2011

Last night I sang my heart out and laughed out loud

After 13 long year, the much awaited High School Reunion finally happened. A month ago I didn't even cared for it since I was set to give birth and take care of my child. But God has other plans. And even though theres no Plan B for us Life must go on. And since I'm already here in Davao I went to our reunion and I didn't regret every minute of it.

It's embarrassing though that I can't remember half of them but seeing familiar faces from ages ago made me smile. What I love the most was the time spent with my closest friends from high school.

The topic about losing my child was unavoidable to those who noticed my weight gained and can't help but ask why. I thought that it would be hell to talk about it cause I might cry. But somehow I'm able to hold back the tears. Not that I am trying not to cry but it just didn't happened. I still feel the pain every inched of it whenever I talk about her but somehow that day I was able to deliver it in a relaxed manner. It was also a comfort hearing stories from other friends who also lost their child and even their wife that they are able to get back on their feet by not losing faith in God.

I believe my daughter was there for me and helped me get through the day. I was able to relaxed, smile...most of the time laughed  and plus I sang my heart out.

I had an awesome time! Thank you Dear God.



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