Since you left I've always wanted to have your name tattooed on my back. I really can't wait. Just waiting for the right time and enough cash to go with.
I missed you today. But this time not in a "I want to die" kinda way =) I just missed you. Because you will always be my baby forever. I called your name and held on to your pink blanket this morning. I asked for strength. And in a split second you helped me get through the day.
This thing that I'm going through right now is nothing to what I went through when I lost you. I feel my power now as a woman and a mother. Your one big part of it. So now I don't want to focus on the bad things anymore. I wanna forgive and I will forgive those who have caused me so much pain. I will free myself from the burden, from the bad thoughts, from misery. I will be positive and won't be scared anymore.
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