This is officially my last entry.
I started this blog years ago when I lost my Baby girl Gwen. Writing about my feelings and poems that I see online about Mother's loosing their child has helped me a lot to cope up with my own loss.
I poured all my emotions to this blog. Honestly I can't even read back my entries... it seem like it's forever ago and it seem like such a painful story.
I am not religious when it comes to writing blogs. It's a first for me to write a lot of entries. But I noticed the past months that I can't think of anything to write about. It made me realized that Finally I am at Peace.
This year was Gwen's 3rd yr Feeding Program and I will do this for the rest of my life as a promise to Gwen. I still think about her everyday. I still have a little tug in my heart whenever I think of her. But I know that whenever I feel that tug that's just her touching my heart and letting me know that she will always be with me... that we are one and will be together again when the right time comes.
Gwen, Thank you for watching over me. I love you and no one can ever replace you.
-Mama
*Gwen's Feeding Program Year 3
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